Enough is enough!

A good ole' friend of mine was diagnosis with breast cancer this week.She is one who has been good for and to me for along time now.It's to early to state what class it in or if it even will require total mastectomy.She was in good spirit this morning as she talk to me and it was all I could do not to start crying.Being strong in crisis is not one of my best attributes.Especially when it concern someone I think of so much.I pray in my on way and ask others to keep her in their prayers and thoughts also.Just to much crap has happen around me of late.It all started in 2006.But this not about me now.It for her,so wish her well you all.She a great person to know and have in your life.At least for me it is great to have her and her family in my life.You know,it just to hard to think of what you are suppose to say.I'm angry.Fucking Pissed!I guess that is what I'm suppose to be.Hell I can't even keep myself compose.That's life,eh.Sucks big donkey dicks ,in the words of another great friend.Angry at myself and my friends and my wife and son and the dogs the truck and the neighbors and the news caster.Mad at Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett and Ed McMahon.But no I'm not mad at God.It is, what it is.No promise of eternal life on this earth as you know it now.But,yea we all know the second part to that speech.That is a unknown to us.After life,eternal life .What we know now is what we see and perceive at this time and moment.We hate the fact of losing our love ones or them being bad sick.So we have to adjust and learn.Hurt,yea that is it,hurt.I hope I can take some of her pain away.My God's light shine on her and bless her.Enough.I thinking I my move this to my blog page.Or even all my blog pages.To much.To much.Hard to digest.